State Of Mind with Maurice Benard

Marcus Coloma on Scientology, General Hospital, Anxiety, and Friendship

Actor and director Marcus Coloma joins Maurice Benard for an honest and wide-ranging conversation about General Hospital, acting, anxiety, Scientology, faith, friendship, fatherhood, and the personal choices that have helped him grow.
Marcus opens up about his time on General Hospital, the fear and pressure that came with performing, how he found more confidence as an actor, and why his friendship with Maurice allows them to talk openly about complicated subjects. The conversation also moves into Marcus’s experience with Scientology and Dianetics, his perspective on anxiety and the mind, his recent decision to step away from dating apps and social media, and the self-discipline he has been practicing in his personal life.
In this episode:
• Marcus Coloma reflects on his time at General Hospital• Maurice and Marcus discuss anxiety, fear, and mental health• Marcus shares how Scientology and Dianetics shaped his life• The two friends talk about faith, friendship, and acceptance• Marcus opens up about celibacy, social media, fatherhood, and personal growth
A thoughtful, funny, and surprisingly vulnerable episode about identity, belief, performance, and what it means to keep becoming yourself.
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Maurice Benard: 3 Decades of General Hospital

In this deeply personal solo episode of State of Mind, Maurice Benard looks back on more than three decades of playing Sonny Corinthos on General Hospital. Maurice opens up about the early days of landing the role, battling bipolar disorder and nervous breakdowns behind the scenes, and the producers and castmates who helped carry him through some of the darkest moments of his life.
From unforgettable storylines with Vanessa Marcil, Steve Burton, Sarah Brown, and Tony Geary to the deeply emotional Alzheimer’s storyline inspired by his own father’s battle with the disease, Maurice reflects on the scenes, relationships, and performances that shaped both his career and his personal journey. This is an honest conversation about acting, creativity, mental health, resilience, and finding purpose through storytelling and connection. 
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Josh Murray on Acting, Mental Health and the Healing Power of Art

Actor and filmmaker Josh Murray joins Maurice Benard for a deeply honest conversation about soccer, acting, depression, journaling, and finding a way back to yourself through art. From his role on General Hospital to his new film Gym Rat, Josh opens up about pain, purpose, and why talking about mental health can help people feel less alone.*If you or someone you know is struggling, help is available.Call or text 988 to reach the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline, or chat via 988lifeline.org.Support is free, confidential, and available 24 hours a day, 7 days a week
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Léa Marcastel on Depression, Addiction, and The Truth About Mental Health Nobody Talks About

What is it really like to live with bipolar disorder, depression, and anxiety—and why are so many people still afraid to talk about it?
On this episode of State of Mind, Maurice Benard sits down with actress, model, and musician Léa Marcastel for an honest and deeply personal conversation about mental health, trauma, and healing. Together, they explore what it means to struggle with depression from a young age, feel misunderstood, and navigate the invisible weight of anxiety and emotional pain.
Léa Marcastel shares her journey growing up feeling invalidated, battling depression and suicidal thoughts, and eventually finding healing through therapy, journaling, meditation, and self awareness. The conversation also dives into addiction, including the hidden impact of marijuana use on mental health, and why substances that feel helpful at first can quietly become a crutch.
Maurice opens up about his own experience with bipolar disorder, the importance of staying ahead of mental health struggles, and why building daily habits like mindfulness, exercise, and emotional awareness can make all the difference. Together, they break down the stigma around mental illness and explain why talking openly about these challenges is one of the most powerful steps toward healing.
This episode covers:
Bipolar disorder, depression, and anxiety
Therapy, journaling, and meditation for mental health
Addiction, marijuana use, and emotional dependency
Trauma, PTSD, and feeling disconnected from yourself
Building habits to stay mentally strong and grounded
If you have ever struggled with mental health, felt alone in your thoughts, or are looking for ways to better understand yourself or someone you love, this conversation is a reminder that you are not alone and that healing is possible.*If you or someone you know is struggling, help is available.Call or text 988 to reach the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline, or chat via 988lifeline.org.Support is free, confidential, and available 24 hours a day, 7 days a week
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Nathan Dean Parsons: "I Felt Like a Burden" (The Truth About GH & Grief)

WARNING:This episode talks about suicide, which some people may find disturbing. If you are having thoughts of suicide, know there is help and you are not alone.
Support:Call or text 988Chat: 988lifeline.orgMaurice Benard sits down with actor Nathan Dean Parsons for a deeply personal conversation about bipolar disorder, depression, anxiety, and suicide. Together, they open up about living with mental health challenges, the pain of losing a loved one to suicide, and the overwhelming feeling of being a burden. This powerful State of Mind episode explores what it takes to keep going, the importance of support systems, and why honest conversations about mental health can help others feel less alone.
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Diedrich Bader on Depression, Bipolar Disorder, and Finding Peace Within

In this episode of State of Mind, Maurice Benard sits down with actor Diedrich Bader for a deeply personal conversation on depression, bipolar disorder, anxiety, and the ongoing pursuit of peace within.
What begins as a light conversation about Hollywood quickly turns into an honest exploration of mental health, including the realities of living with bipolar disorder, the impact of alcohol and anxiety, and the emotional toll of acting and storytelling. Diedrich opens up about his own experience with depression, sleeplessness, and unconventional paths to healing, while Maurice shares his lifelong journey with bipolar disorder and medication.
Together, they unpack the pressure to “feel happy,” the importance of representation in mental health, and why sometimes stepping away is the most powerful step forward.
This is a raw, vulnerable, and ultimately hopeful conversation about what it means to live, struggle, and keep going.
In this episode:
Bipolar disorder and long-term mental health management
Depression, anxiety, and the impact of sleep
Alcohol and mental health
Acting, identity, and emotional toll
Alternative healing and recovery paths
Why peace within matters more than perfection
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Bluesy Burke on Anxiety, Acting, and Facing the Unknown

On this episode of State of Mind, Maurice Benard sits down with rising actress Bluesy Burke for an honest conversation about anxiety, acting, and growing up in the spotlight.
Bluesy opens up about moving across the country during COVID, leaving behind close friendships, and stepping into the unknown at a young age. She shares what it was like booking General Hospital, walking into high-pressure auditions, and navigating nerves on set while learning to trust herself.
Together, they explore:
What anxiety actually feels like in real time
The fear of the unknown and how it shapes decisions
Why doing the thing you’re afraid of changes everything
Mental health across generations
Simple tools like breathing, movement, and mindset shifts
It’s a conversation about showing up scared, pushing through self-doubt, and realizing you’re more capable than your thoughts tell you.
As Maurice reminds us, sometimes the breakthrough comes from doing it anyway.
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Chauntal Lewis on Domestic Violence, Anxiety, and Learning to Survive

Chauntal Lewis joins State of Mind again. This time, for a deeply honest conversation about surviving domestic violence, living with anxiety, and finding a way forward after trauma. In this powerful episode, she opens up about abuse, love addiction, grief, losing her hand in a devastating car accident, and the work it took to reclaim her life and sense of self.
This is a raw, emotional, and ultimately hopeful conversation about what it means to tell the truth, get help, and keep going.
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Clancy Brown on SpongeBob, The Penguin, Shawshank Redemption, Anxiety, and Acting

Maurice Benard sits down with acclaimed actor Clancy Brown for a wide-ranging conversation about anxiety, mental health, acting, family, grief, and resilience. Known for unforgettable roles in The Shawshank Redemption, John Wick, SpongeBob SquarePants, and The Penguin, Clancy opens up about the nerves that have followed him throughout his career, how he learned to work through them, and the personal experiences that shaped him long before Hollywood knew his name.
The conversation moves from Clancy’s childhood in Ohio and the loss of his sister, to his mother’s artistic journey, to the emotional realities of performing under pressure. Along the way, Maurice and Clancy talk candidly about bipolar disorder, auditioning, soap operas, family, and what it really takes to endure in a creative life. It is a soulful, funny, and surprisingly moving episode about vulnerability, craft, and staying human in the middle of it all.
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Maurice Benard’s Birthday Episode | Dominic Zamprogna on Friendship, Life & General Hospital

In this special birthday episode of State of Mind, the tables turn as Dominic Zamprogna (Dante on General Hospital) takes over the host chair to interview Maurice Benard.
Maurice opens up about his life, career, and lifelong journey with bipolar disorder—from his early days chasing acting dreams, to his first manic episode and time in a mental institution, to becoming one of daytime television’s most iconic actors as Sonny Corinthos.
The two longtime friends share stories from their years working together, discuss the pressures of fame, ego, mental health, and finding peace as you get older. Maurice also speaks candidly about medication, anxiety, and why helping others with mental health struggles has become his true purpose.
Plus, heartfelt birthday messages from friends, co-stars, and family celebrating Maurice’s impact both on and off screen.
This episode is honest, funny, emotional—and a powerful reminder that peace of mind is the greatest gift of all.
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